Is it November already...where is the snow. I don't even smell it coming this year. I miss it. I know, most people are cringing at those words but the cold, the flakes...they soothe me. Always did. Never knew why.
I've a few things on my heart tonight but I'm too lazy (Again) to type them up. I have a stressful 2 wks ahead of me. Tomorrow morning, Menactra vaccince for T. Perhaps an H1N1 thrown in there if they have it. Wednesday; meeting with my boss. Will I have a job or any self esteem left afterwards? Good question.
My inlaws arrive on the 14th. I just want them here already-Scary isn't it? The truth is, without T's tita here for 5 wks...I'm left to depend on someone that I don't know very well to look after her in the mornings and I am to work and entertain her in the afternoons.
I haven't slept in a week, not even in my bed, due to this intense cough that just won't go away. The fits scare me. I come so close to being sick...
I don't know who's reading, IF anyone's reading, I just feel very isolated. Going through things but everyone else has problems that are "Worse" or "More important" than mine. Selfishly...I wish that mine were important. For once. But I should know better.
I am so freaking nervous...I just want things to be ok.
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There is always a concern with the well being of our loved ones, regardless of how petty they may think it is. I find no solice in the idea of silent miseries being lived out by the queen. I hope you find the strength you seek I whatever form you desire with the warmth in your heart. Find the comfort of friends wishing you nothing but happiness. And the persevierence...well I don't think anyone who knows you would think that was ever in question. Get good, queeny.
ReplyDeleteI am here. My problems are not "worse" than your, just different. That is the beauty of friendship
ReplyDeleteOh Ladybird, I was certainly not speaking about you my friend. You've been nothing but amazing. And I appreciate you more than I say.
ReplyDeleteHero-thank you, for your kind words. You always know what to say. I adore you always.
((Hugs)) my friend. I hope that everything is ok...
ReplyDeleteThank you Laurie. I will know more tomorrow.
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